Before i start anything...

Faith is the light that guides you through th darkness.
love hurts.
but there is always a reason for everything that happen.
cliche,i know.
but,you see.
god's testing on yr faith.
and he is testing your patience.
girl, i heard those stories.
and i think you had enough. you are hanging on th wire.
between falling or pull yourself back up.
he is treating you like ass shit.
though love,sometimes makes you do stupid things,
he is not in any right position to do this stuffs to you.
i aint poking my nose into yr private life,no.
but to hear all those happening to my best friend,
how does that makes me feel?
how does that makes me feel about you?
i feel sorry for you,
im superrr pissed with him
and god knows how much i want to go up to him and smack his face.
and say, "YOU DONT AT ALL DESERVE THE LOVE FROM MY BESTFRIEND. you give her shits and you expect her to give you her love when she already does. ALL HER LOVE, and you still do NOT feel it. what are you? a mannequin?"
this is pass and parcel of life or whatever you call it.
live by this, like me,
"have hope, faith and believe"
i pray that you will grow stronger with every passing day.
i hope that your heart that bleeds everyday, will eventually stop.

&you know how pathetic i can be when i give advices.
but i will lend a listening ear.
i will try to give advices.
if that will make you feel better.
for, i speak through experiences.

just so you know,B.

I'll be right here where you need me
Anytime just keep believing
And I'll be right here
If you ever need a friend
Someone to care and understand
I'll be right here

All you have to do is call my name
No matter how close or far away
Ask me once and I'll come
I'll come runnin
And when I can't be with you dream me near
Keep me in your heart and I'll appear

All you gotta do is turn around
Close your eyes
Look inside I'm right here
Isn't it great that you know that
I'm ready to go wherever you're at
Anywhere
I'll be there

All you have to do is call my name
No matter how close or far away
Ask me once and I'll come
I'll come runnin
And when I can't be with you dream me near
Keep me in your heart and I'll appear
All you gotta do is turn around
Close your eyes
Look inside I'm right here
Whenever you need me

There's no need to worry
You know that
I'm gonna be
Right here
Ask me once and
I'll come
I'll come runnin
And when I can't be with you dream me near
Keep me in your heart and I'll appear
All you gotta do is turn around
Close your eyes
Look inside
I'm right here
Oh yeah yeah
I'm right here

;Right Here,Miley Cyrus

you are not alone,B.
you have me,us.

P.S. if you cant take it any longer.
an all you feel like doing is cry.
just burst.
tears,they dry on its own.
though your heart will hurt,tear and bleeds.
tears,they do heal wounds.
but the pain, god knows.
have hope faith and believe.
i will pray.

my little girl/B.

i hate it.
i hate to see my girlfriends having happiness snatched away from them.
it tears me up inside.
stay strong girls.
you will pull through.

andddddddddddddddddddddddddd.
ms SOFIA aini taught me a new value in life this three days.
"The more the person HATES you, the more you should LOVE the person."
and her reason?
simple.
"i found out its a burden to hate,so i shall stick to love"
so, im going to practice that.
hah.

and toady.
during lunch, i got s super pissed.
theres this tables and chairs outside the canteen and a group of girls sat there.
and me and sofia were in th canteen,eating.
behind us were a group of boys.
and they are throwing like stones or bubblegum rolled to a ball or plasticine, i d k.
but while they are throwing one hit sofia's head. another hit mine.
but what im totally pissed it.
one of th girls threw one and landed on my bowl that i JUST started eating.
JUST tauuu.
god knows how pissed i am.
Kindda told them off,nadhirah did too.
but i was superrr pissed to talk that i just stomped off.
abd whats up with "marah sangat nampak"
HEY!
its MY FOOD MY MONEY MY LUNCH.
who th heck are you to bother me.
you can settle your own business outside canteen kan?
tak payah nak campak campak bendabenda ni semua.
kalau nak campak campak uh kat luar canteen ke apa ke
bila near each other
abe bila da kena orang tak tau nak cakap sorry.
perangai jangan macam sial la please.
korang are like just sec 1.
at least have some courage to say sorry or something.
ni tidak, i must go there to tell you to say sorry.
if you can respect your own friends.
what makes it so difficult to respect your school mates?
think it over.
you people are forgiven a n w.
just dont do it again.

ughhhhhhhhhhhh!

tmr.
is th last day of th term
but it aint th beginning of holidays.
because as i said my holidays,
are so jam packed with activities.
one after another! ;D
haha.
but its life.
and i love it.
and since its th last day of th term
im going to spend some times with my girlfriends.
namely.
SOFIA aini and AMIRAH. ;D
its been a while since we go out together ;D
haha, esok yea babes! ;D
hahaa!

at least there is something to look forward to.
im done for today! ;D